Mad world

Trainspotting 的開頭

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life...

But why would I want to do a thing like that?



Trainspotting 的結尾

So why did I do it? I could offer a million answers, all false. The truth is that I'm a bad person, but that's going to change, I'm going to change. This is the last of this sort of thing. I'm cleaning up and I'm moving on, going straight and choosing life. I'm looking forward to it already. I'm going to be just like you: the job, the family, the fucking big television, the washing machine, the car, the compact disc and electrical tin opener, good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance, mortgage, starter home, leisurewear, luggage, three-piece suite, DIY, game shows, junk food, children, walks in the park, nine to five, good at golf, washing the car, choice of sweaters, family Christmas, indexed pension, tax exemption, clearing the gutters, getting by, looking ahead, to the day you die.



不知道從什麼時候開始

這世界似乎已經有他自己的準則

不管我們如何的想要逃離都是無法

只是自我欺騙罷了

最後只能遵循這個遊戲規則



刻板印象 be successful



有很多地方，是以我們所無法想像的方式運轉著

很多無法想像的生活方式

或許電影的世界，不是那麼的不真實

很令人好奇的是，怎麼會有人能夠覺得自己比別人好

他所憑藉的標準是什麼



還是令人無法理解



或許就像阿甘正傳裡說的

Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get.



Maybe I'll find it out someday.

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30 min的跑步時間

越接近結束，總覺得越是漫長!



聽著mp3、看著倒數計時，8 min to go

跑啊跑的...奇怪 8 min 有這麼久嘛!?



忽然覺得，歌曲間奏的停頓也太久了!!

又不是現場，要鼓譟一番才會繼續演出

一看，30 min到了耶!!



我想以後會開始期待，歌曲間奏的停頓了!